[9:02 AM] ♕ Narcissa: I hate this https://www.speedrun.com/zsrm
[9:20 AM] retro: why
[9:23 AM] Rinoa: whens Zeldaspeedruns.com/SRCM
[9:25 AM] Rinoa: I may have figured out what macronatural gameplay really is
[9:25 AM] Rinoa: the real purpose
[9:25 AM] Rinoa: thats all I can say though
[9:34 AM] ♕ Narcissa: i don't like the current management of zsr nor do i like that they are taking what i originally made as a place to share glitch resources and spinning it into a career
[9:36 AM] ♕ Narcissa: in which they are the kings and all the runners get taken advantage of
[9:39 AM] ♕ Narcissa: 'course i'm the queen
[9:40 AM] ♕ Narcissa: i will be vengeful and self interested until i have pushed everyone else out of my space
[9:40 AM] ♕ Narcissa: and then i will have peace and quiet
[9:45 AM] jack879: You either leave early enough to enjoy the fruits of your labor or stick around long enough to see people tear it down.
[1:02 PM] ApparentlyPlant: it is interesting that wqt got pushed out of being a mod despite spending way way way more time than anyone else looking into faked runs
[1:03 PM] ApparentlyPlant: and then when people talk about power games they don't even get it, and they complain about being yelled at lol
[1:04 PM] ApparentlyPlant: took me a lil bit to see that too
[1:04 PM] ApparentlyPlant: it is a stupid power structure and politics
[1:04 PM] synaesthesia: they pretend it's a meme and ridicule him
[1:04 PM] synaesthesia: it's like conspiracy irl
[1:05 PM] synaesthesia: or not irl... lol
[1:06 PM] ApparentlyPlant: honestly i wonder like
[1:06 PM] ApparentlyPlant: if krystal's 2010 runs were legit, and made first lttp irc channel
[1:07 PM] ApparentlyPlant: but then this power structure started and she saw it coming and said f all this who cares if i cheat runs again
[1:08 PM] ApparentlyPlant: i mean iidx communities split same way lttp community will, and she saw it happen with ro1 before (but tbf cheating then not ok either). but idk
[1:11 PM] ApparentlyPlant: what you did still good thing narcissa and still hero to lots of people. to exist is to be hated by someone but if* we focus on that, that's the 'real' trap of depression if give into it. ppl can shake it off and keep doing good is all it takes, believing in self(edited)
[1:16 PM] ApparentlyPlant: people who don't have peace because of these situations can have it now by being aware of dum human nature and just know they're doing the right things
[1:16 PM] ApparentlyPlant: "action is the enemy of worry"
[1:21 PM] ApparentlyPlant: or longwinded way of saying yeah, can still enjoy fruits of labor if look at it that way... ppl try to make careers out of anything possible, i know that's not encouraging lol but...
[1:23 PM] ♕ Narcissa: idk why im so whiny about it(edited)
[1:23 PM] ♕ Narcissa: lol
[1:24 PM] ApparentlyPlant: it's fine that's a crappy situation on a wide scale
[1:25 PM] ApparentlyPlant: i'm curious the zsr history
[1:26 PM] ApparentlyPlant: since what i know only told to me by krystal and that memory's hazy
[1:26 PM] ApparentlyPlant: you made it?
[1:27 PM] ♕ Narcissa: started it,
after the maxx recode i had 0 to do with anything on it, it's completely built by others at this point(edited)
[1:27 PM] ApparentlyPlant: hot
[1:28 PM] ApparentlyPlant: sounds like a fun project
[1:28 PM] ApparentlyPlant: damn dudes
[1:28 PM] ApparentlyPlant: damn ppl
[1:28 PM] ApparentlyPlant: ladieesss anddd gentlemen
[1:29 PM] ApparentlyPlant: well tbf if it's just going to be something 'tied into' src
[1:30 PM] ApparentlyPlant: and they just want the sites to be copies of each other
[1:30 PM] ApparentlyPlant: like wtf
[1:30 PM] ♕ Narcissa: bokoblins, dragonbane, and trezco, piloting the ship, selling graphic tees and playing overwatch
[1:30 PM] ♕ Narcissa: and running speedrun charity marathons
[1:30 PM] ♕ Narcissa: its gross to meee
[1:31 PM] ApparentlyPlant: and people who care about the leaderboards most can't be mods
[1:31 PM] ApparentlyPlant: ppl with knowledge/experience can't be mods
[1:32 PM] ApparentlyPlant: because of random ppl like *cough
[1:33 PM] ApparentlyPlant: ppl would whine so hard lol. ppl would have deep respect who know
[1:35 PM] ApparentlyPlant: ppl who have no idea would just say you're crazy
[1:35 PM] ApparentlyPlant: happens to everyone~
[1:40 PM] ApparentlyPlant: would it be liberating for you? best for mental health, despite another inevitable wave of societal anger?
[1:46 PM] ApparentlyPlant: zsr is now being controlled by src
[1:47 PM] ApparentlyPlant: that's the game
[1:50 PM] ApparentlyPlant: from my pov. i'll join and see
[1:52 PM] ♕ Narcissa: it just feels appealing to me to make somethin

"i will never be used."
♕NW

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