Dear Narcissa Wright, Listen, I wish I could be there to put a finger under your chin, lift your head up, and tell you it’s alright. The lack of accomplishment now just means you’ll accomplish something soon. Feeling like you’re wasting time will be inspiration for you – once you find your thing – to not stop trying to achieve what you can do. Lulls happen to release potential, and you’ll find inspiration to be active in something new to care about. Isn’t it odd how we look at these times in our life, and realize “I’m wasting time”? These moments exist for us to relax and review. Look at the log of our life; organize your thoughts! You have time now to relax and figure out what you want, and that shouldn’t be a problem. It isn’t going to be a positive time, because you’ll habituate looking for the trivial negatives. If you don’t feel like pretending to enjoy something, don’t try and drown it, because it’s so full of life that it’ll resurface. Instead, focus on the thing that you want to do, and use small incremental shifts to get to home base. The world says negative things. The world says positive things. Listen to both, and filter both. You have the chance to make an impact, here and now, and it’s an opportunity to do something. You’re influential, and you’re polarizing and why shouldn’t you be? There are plenty of things to do, but only two or three will mean something. Think about everyone, and think about everyone you affect. A lot of us could really use some help, and could really use some guidance. Wisdom comes with the experiences you have while using your abilities, and you’re on good standing to be pretty wise. One day. If you died tomorrow, you might think that all you’ve left behind is meaningless data and optimization, but to me, you’ve pressed quite a handprint of thought and perception, swirled with a retrospective view on maybe what I can be. Everybody leaves their mark, but it’s easy to forget who you left it on. Don’t forget. Love, Anon